purplekale | Growth and New Identity (Reply)

I'm back again!! I'm still sorting out life to be honest but I feel closer to figuring out things than I did 3 months ago and sheesh first of all......time is moving so fast lately I sometimes don't even know the date because it seems like the days fly by. I'm in school but not the school I wanted to go to initially which is okay for now. I am taking more film classes and they require me to exercise more video making skills than I thought they would. Which is also great because I really need to just get out there and start making more movies. I want to be better prepared for when I transfer over and I want to learn as much as I can. I feel like I'm on the cusp of finally being secure in my identity and what I look like. I want to get my hair done soon but I promised myself to find a new job before I make a hair appt. Let's see how that goes...

I also did a color analysis and they gave me the color palette that looks best with me and my skin tone. I was disappointed at the results at first to be honest but I do realize that there are some colors that I really like in that palette so I'm excited and I want to do a whole wardrobe clean out and transform myself. I also want to get into exercising more but I constantly am inconsistent it's ironic. I still love the things that I love now but I am slowly maturing I feel myself changing more and more into the person I need to be and it's scary but also exciting.

I still need to work on getting more money to fuel this new change in my life but I'm excited to see where I am in 3 months from NOW currently. Hopefully I'll make another blog post before then but I like seeing how much I am making progress and how much I've grown.

I'll keep growing!