heya

[purplekale]

 i yam back, i've been trying to update my website but it's hard since i'm just starting to learn to code :/

today we watched spiderman across the spiderverse and it was both very amazing and a little disappointing i felt like i got blue balled because it felt like only the beginng of a movie then it ended and they are all like OOPSIES GOTTA WAIT ONE MORE YEAR TO WATCH THE REST TEEHEE anyways the thrid movie won't even come out until march of next year what a doodoo thing. it ended on such a cliffhanger too. right now it's almost 11 pm and my butt is started to hurt from sitting in this little wooden chair and my back hurts from being hunched over too.

well tomorrow i don't know what's going to happen we have some sort of plan of maybe going to best buy to get podcast microphones and also to finish building furniture for our books and things. i need to get rid of more things tbh i also need to catch up on reading my books so i can put them into storage or get rid of them.

i dont think ill be able to go to school this fall and im kinda scared i dont know what to do i think ill try to work at the school but i dont know how things are going to go and i feel like im falling behind in everything but thats pretty much typical fro me. i wish it was easy for me to do more of simple things and sometimes i know its horrible but i want things to happen immediately when i want them. i know thats not how things work but sometimes its so irrating waiting for everything

i think im in a season of waiting right now (kinda the theme of this entry i guess) and im just waiting out everything, a new job, a new school, a new movie, new experiences, new transformed self, etc. i gotta start working more on myself and scholarships and all that instead of doing stupid stuff but i get caught up in all that stupid stuff often

well this entry is getting long so ima wrap it up hopefully ill make another soon with better news k bye :)